Lame

So essentially I’m very lame and have no very good excuses as to where I’ve been for the past few weeks. School has been totally kicking by butt time commitment wise (and therefore emotion wise) Today I spent no less than 10 straight hours on this beautiful sunny day hunkered down in Panera typing up [...]

Note To Self

On your next day off do not turn on the computer or television. They are time warps and will suck away your whole day.
I set my alarm for 8am AND actually got up at 8 feeling well rested (I was so tired after work yesterday I was fast asleep by 10 and slept the [...]

Indecision

I’ve been doing lots of thinking. I know I’ve mentioned that I’m currently in an RN-BSN program and on track to roll that over into an MSN program to be a Nurse Practitioner in a few years… I’m pretty sure I’ve also mentioned that my mother is bribing me to apply to an anesthesia school [...]

Confession

I can’t believe I’m going to admit this, but I was actually looking forward to going to the gym today so I could weigh myself.
I feel like I’ve been losing weight on my diet, but I wanted to see the number just for proof. Weigh-in Wednesday is coming soon
 
***update***
I think I gained back [...]

Lost

Gosh, it’s so hard to tell a story when you’re so far behind…. thinking about the energy it would take to start at the beginning exhausts me. I also don’t really relish the idea of typing out the whole story because, like I said, I know what I’d say to someone if I read this [...]

Anxiety

I’m so anxious. Occasionally I think I’m depressed but I think the heart of the issue is anxiety. Sometimes I think I should talk to someone about being on medication.  On a scale of 1-10 I would rate my current anxiety level an 11.  I nearly started spontaneously crying 3 times today while Christmas shopping [...]

Therapeutic Communication

So I’ll admit I’m not the best with the therapeutic communication business. I’m more of the type of person that would say “oh? You see little green men in the corner? You’re right. And the little green men say it’s time for you to take your pill and go to bed”….
(PS for those of you [...]

Breathless

Poor Hubbin. He sent me to bed early last night because I have a busy day. He woke me up at 12:30am out of sheer frustration, as in near tears, because he just flat out can’t breathe. He went to see the allergist about two months ago and of course tested positive for every single [...]

I wasn’t always this smart

When I was little my friend and I thought you pooped out babies. Playing house always involved a trip to the bathroom before there was a new babydoll involved.
I also didn’t know boys had buttcracks. Remember the movie coneheads? That’s what I always envisioned until I spied on my friend in bathroom when I was [...]

Grumpy Pants

I had a rotten day yesterday. Nothing, persay, happened I was just emotional and feeling rotten. I will attribute approximately 50% of this to PMS, 25% to generalized anxiety, and 25% to this:
I’ve finally decided after dealing with my fissure this problem I don’t like to talk about publicly for so long and trying alllllll [...]